the body’s not me, nor is my name. i’m the soul
the soul is 3 parts…reason (logic), spirit (courage/cowardice) and appetite (desire)
the ego is a separate part/piece of us apart from the soul. it’s our “translator”
we’re soul. we’re ego. that’s it.
ego was designed to serve as the eye that we use to view and understand the world around us. dats it
its sole function is to deliver to us information from the outside world.
it’s not what ppl think it is. as far as you thinking you’re the shit or thinking the world is only about you. ppl got that wrong
in the sense of having a big ego, what that could mean is that we’re allowing the ego to be the decision maker, or you only use IT to see
the ego is the mailroom clerk delivering info and communications from the world around you, to your soul.
your job is to place this info in proper context then to give it form by giving it back to the ego to create that form in the physical world
but your soul’s input is the boss’s input because you, the soul, is the boss. when you don’t let the soul decide shit, you let the ego do it
and that, is letting an ego “run wild”. it wasn’t built to make decisions. it was built to deliver info and communication. don’t misuse it.
the ego self then puts that form into action, (with the male energy of doing) and being (feminine energy of being.) that’s the ego’s job.
action and being. male and female energies. expansion and contraction. see what happens when shit is imbalanced? no? look at the world. look at your own life.
too much action…not enough being = machismo. too much being…not enough action = daddy’s spoiled lil girl. “take care of me”. see it?
what was i saying? oh yea. i’m a soul. this is a realization i purposefully have almost everyday. helps me stay wavy
ego thinks the physical world is the whole universe. the soul knows there’s levels everywhere. dimensions. frequencies. multiverses. etc.
i can tell who out here is all ego mind. and who out here is in touch with their soul. now…who do you think i take serious or fuck with?
know how you get in touch with the fact that you’re a soul more and more? by using your gut (intuition) more in life to make choices.
you hone your intuition with meditation. you analyze and remember dreams. you lucid dream. you astral project. you truly see nature everyday
you forgive more than you hold grudges. you show love to everything. you appreciate what you got instead of saying what you don’t so much.
stop being a fuckboy or fuckgirl by not contributing anything healthy, enlightening or worthwhile to humanity.
stop trying to fix what’s inside by going outside
understand that when you get in touch so much with your soul, your aura changes which sometimes repels ppl you’ve had around, away from you
just in the last 5 i’ve lost touch with ppl i’d been around for almost 15 years. all jokes aside, that “being too real” for ppl can be true
when i say real, i mean being so in touch with your soul that you walk around this dimension just knowing you’re a soul. it repels friends
because they still letting their mailroom clerk make choices and decisions for them. they don’t know they’re the CEO (a soul). but i do
it’s how i went from 15K followers to 9K and i’m still dropping. ’cause the ppl that loved my egoic self tweetin left when my soul took over
i love it though. it’s a good way to weed out caca
once ego driven ppl start to feel my tweets they unfollow or mute me. it becomes too overwhelming. it’s why Death Row and i split. ego shit
after being mad about all that shit for awhile i re-realize that everything’s lessons and everything is flux, not static. everything changes
i embrace change whether it means being on a label and not being on one now, being a daddy when once i wasn’t, followers rising to dropping
i mean, look who has the most followers ever on twitter. lmao a kardashian or a singer or someone. fuckin jokes
you’d think someone uplifting or enlightening or helpful to all souls would be the most followed or listened to on twitter. it’s a celebrity
between knowing i’m a soul and reaching that level, and knowing i’m eternal, and knowing everything changes and it’s ok, i’m hella skraight
this world is 99.8% ego-driven. that percentile of humanity has allowed the mailroom clerk to run tings and that’s why we have shit we have
wars, greed, money. disease, climate change, apathy, etc. The ego in more ppl globally is running their lives than ppl knowing they’re souls
if more ppl on earth knew they were souls and that being a human means you’re a soul + ego & that they’re letting ego run tings, we’d rise
we’d have empathy and not apathy, we’d have more humans in touch with their male and female energies and they’d be more in balance nshit
ppl would literally always think about how what they’re about to do might affect someone else. that’d change the world bruh.
but alas, even with the age of technology giving us that much more ability to ascend, humans forgot their origins, their true selves…
and welcome the machine that runs the world to numb them and keep them distracted. our society practically beg the machine to numb it
it’s numbed by media, misinformation, manipulation of their egos and appetites, drugs, barbiturates, neuro-peptides (emotions), etc.
Katy Perry has 89 million followers. the most on Twitter. Barack has 75 million. get my point meng?
fixing something inside by looking outside is a band-aid, not a cure, and our society is predicated on that. jails, plastic surgery, ads etc
the more divided ppl are, the easier it is for them to be ruled
i got out of my own way a long time ago
the way to tell i’ve grown and am where i need to be isn’t proven by how much money i do or don’t have. that’s how other ppl measure success. not me.
a rapper who amplifies your numbness with their music and has 20 cars in his driveway isn’t more successful than i am in my eyes
i might be a “struggle rapper” because i’m not verified on twitter or have have a full time job and record in bedrooms & closets but fuckit
i’m rapping what i believe and release music that has concepts i don’t think anybody out here is putting out to humanity. i’m trying to help
if at least 1 person listens to my music and says “i bump it all the time” or “i like/support your music because i know why you do it”, cool.
I’m always talking about lessons. The universe presents ppl with lessons, and that we’re all here to learn as much as possible and that there are certain lessons like learning how not to withhold love, learning how to embrace change, learning that there are no victims, etc.
I want to explain a little bit. There’s also tiny seemingly innocuous lessons all day that at first glance you wouldn’t even think are lessons. Ultimately, I think we can all agree that our sole goal is to be as happy as possible while we’re alive here. Happiness can come through stability, security, comfort, unconditional love, service to others and so on, and so on.
One of the biggest lessons is learning how to be happy from within without there being a cause at all. In other words, the universe tests your ability and growth levels by throwing adversity at you, to see if you’re able to conjure up your own happiness despite your circumstances.
When you try a new food there’s a lesson in it. When you’re driving and choose one route over another, there’s a lesson learned. When your heart is broken, there’s a lesson to be learned. Like I said, one of the biggest lessons of life is learning how to be happy from within without there being a cause or a reason to be. This lesson is constant and is to repeatedly learned because the universe knows that every soul’s goal is to be as close to constant happiness (can’t be happy 24-7 because that’s not the Whole) as possible.
You wouldn’t know what breathing air is unless you know what not breathing air is, which is one of your first lessons upon arrival into this frequency. You’re supposed to go through unhappiness at times so that you can get back to being happy eventually. We all know where constant unhappiness leads.
I don’t believe in “I can’t help it” or “I’m not happy til I get what I want” or “I can’t make myself happy”. I’ll bet if you think about it you have more things in your life to be happy about than sad.
To get back to lessons, I do believe earth is a learning school and that almost every situation is a learning experience and that the universe is a big teacher testing us all the time, helping us get closer to a cool graduation. Don’t get me wrong…death isn’t the only graduation. There’s a lot of ceremonies throughout one’s life, each time you acknowledge that you learned a lesson or are learning a lesson. Whether someone you love has cancer, or you have HIV, or lost a limb, or got 6 bills in the mail, or got evicted, or failed a test, the lesson is how will you control this feeling of unhappiness these things are causing, so that you’re back to being happy on your own.
In many ways, you have no choice. Well, you do but pressing the hard reset button is a last resort. That’s what my IT guy says.
I absolutely believe we make our own reality, moment to moment. We live in a world of probabilities, and nothing exists except in our minds when we aim our attention in a specific direction.
It’s not in the sense of closing your eyes and wishing you had $1,000,000,000, then opening your eyes and all of a sudden you’re sitting in your living room covered in money. I mean in the sense of you’re tired of being sad, depressed, anxiety-ridden, stressed, etc., then you just observe yourself feeling the shit you’re feeling, and be like “That’s it. I wanna be happy, content, relaxed, etc. I’m tired of feeling this heavy.”
Sometimes I know I have to figure out a way to deal with some phone calls about bills I don’t want to make, or sometimes my 2 year old daughter decides she doesn’t feel like eating all the food I just made for her and wants to yell about it, or maybe I know I have a long, tiring night at work tomorrow because we’re doing tedious inventory cycle count. I make sure I catch myself feeling the feelings I am feeling, and then I’ll chuckle out loud. Literally. I’ll instantly think about the size of our observable universe (it’s estimated that the diameter of the observable universe is about 28.5 gigaparsecs (93 billion light-years, 8.8×1026 metres or 5.5×1023 miles) then think about the shit that can’t be seen or detected too, and realize how all that matters in whatever uncomfortable moment I am in, is the good in that moment. Whatever purity is in it. To see it. I’ll think about how lucky I am to even have a healthy, amazing baby. I’ll realize how comforting it is that I have food. That I am breathing. That I exist at all.
This is all AS magical as you thinking that wishing for millions of dollars might make it all appear, except that the magic I be doing is real. That’s the thing about the mind. You control it. Nobody else does. Others might be able to influence your mind, or situations may make you feel like you can’t help but think about the fucked up shit you’re thinking about, but you’re ultimately who decides what you think. Whenever you think about anything, that triggers chemical reactions in your brain and body. Those chemical reactions are what we call emotions. Feelings are emotional states, or reactions. You control those, too.
I’m not weird for wanting to be able to control my own emotional state, or for learning how to do it. I think other people are weird for thinking they can’t help how they feel. I’m not odd for feeling ok about something that could be depressing or upsetting to somebody else. A lot of people laugh when they’re nervous. This is the “inner them” reaching out to soothe themselves. I do that too, except I can choose when to do it. It doesn’t just happen unconsciously and I’m not aware I am doing it. I’ve been creating my self-soothing mechanism for years.
This kind of control of my waking state also translates from, and into, my dreaming state. That’s another story…
Where do I start?
I believe in a lot of different shit. What do I mean by believe? Meaning…I read it, saw it somewhere, or hear my inner voice clearly and thought “that rings true”. Does it mean that I always use empirical evidence derived by way of the scientific method to make me believe what I believe? No. That’s ok because a lot of ppl believe in shit that they didn’t apply one single step of the scientific method to, in order TO believe that shit at all. I’d say most ppl don’t even know what the scientific method is or what empirical evidence means. Welp.
What are some of the things that I believe ring as true? In other words, things that exist outside of my mind, that exist regardless of my physical existence in this dimension. I believe I exist. I also believe that every lifeform on Earth is a version of myself allowing me to see life from trillions of different perspectives. I’m just more in tune with this timeline and identity this time around, so I see life through these eyes the most this reincarnation. Oh yea, I believe in that.
So…I believe I exist and that everything is really one thing. I believe in aliens. This means lifeforms from outside this planet that arrived here once, are still here, that help us and sometimes destroy us. Why do I believe this? Because it makes logical sense to me. If one factors in the numbers, probabilities, the capabilities of life being created, the vastness of the universe, etc., there is no way we haven’t been visited. Maybe even been spawned by. It’s been said that the building blocks of our DNA has been found on meteorites. As in, we are from space, in some way shape or form.
I believe in some mathematics, science and pseudoscience. I do believe in the Fibonacci sequence being a mathematical pattern found embedded/imprinted into nature. A design that is part of the blueprint that makes everything. I believe in U-set mathematics which incorporate open numbers, meaning not just a 2 or a 7 but, all numbers before and after each number, i.e. .0000002, .000002, .0002, .002, .02, .2, etc. It’s called the Whole, as in everything is one, a math system involving all numbers possible, like a reflection of life which involves all lifeforms possible. This math reflects life. We’re taught N-set arithmetic in school. Closed numbers. Oh.
When I say I believe in science, I mean physics, quantum mechanics, biology, chemistry, astronomy. I’d say Natal astrology too but, that’s probably pseudoscience nowadays while everybody still thinks astrology is an actual science.
I, of course, think that many things that are called pseudoscience are real. This could mean philosophical ideologies such as the existence of a soul (a tripartite one), consciousness, Loosh, ESSE, meditation, astral projection, lucid dreams, etc. The “evidence” I’d have to back up these up as reality wouldn’t be acceptable to most, if not all, scientists but, I still believe in them. I feel them.
I also believe in things that would define one as a conspiracy theorist. I think there’s a lot of esoteric knowledge that exists that has been, and is, suppressed, withheld or destroyed by people in power around Earth, that want to stay in power. That power is hereditarily handed down, stolen, or killed for. It’s a controlling power and people that are weak in the mind and spirit need that kind of power to survive. Intelligence doesn’t equal empathy so, as smart as many evil people can be, that intellect doesn’t help them see life as it truly is…oneness and inter-connectedness. You can’t understand what life is and is about, and not understand inter-connectedness. They’re hand in hand.
I believe in love, ghosts, gravity, dimensions, frequencies, free-will, genius, spirit, chakras, ego, “physical matter”, emotions and desires.
I dig sneakers, love sports, am hip-hop, and I think the future I’ve envisioned as the world I’ll live in is very possible and has already started to take shape. 🙏🏼